Now, all that I am left with is loneliness
I wonder how I am to swallow
Such a betrayal in my heart’s wish;
As all my dreams lie broken,
A grief has chilled me to the bone.
All my happiness, too, has faded
Into the hollow eternity of time;
I have accepted the pains of this forbidden love.
Loneliness, you are reigning supreme
In these anguished caves my heart.
The broken shrapnel of my devastated hopes
Is piercing deep into my wearied eyes.
Blindness has covered my desperate soul.
Time, how vaguely you floated away;
Only yesterday she was here in my world
Now, all is void when she’s gone
My air in my breath turns venom
And it is killing me so slowly.
Memories of those bygone days are bringing
Floods of tear to my eyes.
Yet my life fails to give up this thought.
I’ve realized this is my biggest folly
To keep such a strong faith
In this never to-be-realized dream,
The destination is far and obscure
And the sun has set before I pass half my way.
Where am I to go? Whom should I convince?
Fate has ordained me to take the other way; I loathe it.
How small a path turns when darkness has engulfed everything?
How baffling the depth of this darkness, is beyond measure.
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