My Angel

momowin007 *

There was a time,
I called myself the end
There were no roads to proceed; it was the end of the road
It was the last page of my life
I was living but its better to call death
It was a body without soul
Smile was the only thing I pretend
So as to hide the pang of separation
At few moments, I thought suicide is the best option
My heart cant able to hold the pain any more

I was standing at an edge of a high mountain
Which is too slippery and can fall at any moment
At such situation, I started seeing wings on somebody's back
Yeah, I met her, my Angel, my secret love
For the first time after death, I smile without pretending
I was lost when she hugs I see a world, dreamland
I was lost in her world, so beautiful so amazing
She holds my hands and dance
She hugs me so tight that
At a moment I thought today is the last day
My heart wish to do only a thing
To kiss this sweetest thing of god
My hands hold her so tight as if
They don't want to lose her
My nose smells her as if it wants to remember for whole life
My heart wants this night be endless
It bleeds thinking this night will be over soon
And she will fly to somebody's arm
When she gets closer, I was looking deeply in her eyes
Searching for a place to stay
She says she is a friend of mine,
But I consider her my angel.

She just kisses away all my pain with a single hug
For now she is in my shoulder and I was in her world
Such is the reality, a really wonderful world
My heart burst into happiness when the two heart touch each other
My eyes love to close and feel her heartbeats.

My heart was happy but my brain suffers the pain
My lip does the hardest thing when time ticks away
I had to hide my pains and pretend to be happy
She would feel bad if she knows
Time and tide wait for none
When I wake up she was gone
Without knowing that she is my angel, my love, my everything.