We all begin with promises like anybody else on this planet and I have been unaware of the fact that I am from a different planet where people have no family to love and nor any trustworthy people around, it was more like survival of the fittest where you feed on the flesh of one another and being happy at the fact that everyone is oblivious of the so -called imaginary institution, love or romance; an institution for which people fight wars and from the victorious podium they are taught how to judge the good and bad things on the planet, giving us the hope that every moment gives us the opportunity for another Solomon-in-making kind of air, which is rather satisfactory if you still view the serene and the cold nature of the people from that well- adorned podium.
As a matter of fact I have forgotten to declare my true identity to them, may be I just assumed that we all were alike , but by now I have realized that that I should not have taken it for granted. People like me are another intuitive species; we follow our heart rather than those diplomatic tactics that most civilized and understandable people here are used to.
Here time is a factor and contact is a priceless thing that one ought to subscribe to it before he gets engaged.
That is strictly observed by people of different ages since it is injected in their blood but for someone who has just assumed in ignorance and I could be one of them was a paradoxical thing that I truly ignored.
The terrific thing about this place is that it teaches you how to regret and repent and how those regrettable incidences can consume you if you don't know how to be defensive against those indefensible powers which come with the true appearance of an invincible harassment.
I had eaten and still eating the same diabolic stuffs as am very forgetful and again that is not to be tolerated here. I puked before and now as a stark flashback I am on the verge of repeating the same silly mistake.
So it is to be understood that it is another clash of cultural and traditional values between the one who never had and has just started learning it and those who had been brought up with and are also on the move to maintain the constant efforts to propagate their beliefs albeit that might require them to falsify the conviction and the rationality behind the conducts of the aliens.
With this unconvinced entangled thought things have become the unforgettable stigma which has been hanging on her mind like a slackened monster with its profound state of denial. She has put up with them for long but the circumstances surrounding desires to remain unchanged unless a greater and rather threatening scenario coerces it to do so.
She is a shiny and elegant lady with a heart which can comfort the world and every lad around her are ready to give the romantic roses and solid promises to woo her.
She is not be wooed easily since falling in that world of fantasy means being blissful and forgetting the unforgettable things around her.
Even though that is her self-conviction time and lively spirits are not to be undermined and they are conniving in the most meticulous manner to persuade temptation to take the most-sought initiative.
to be continued...
* N. Bobo Meitei contributes to e-pao.net regularly.
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This article was webcasted on January 27th 2007.
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